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I remember a conversation I had with her. She went out of her way just to be with me on my birthday.
Hadn't seen her in years, yet she made it her business to be there on this very special day. I did not 
ask, I did not beg, hell I did not even mention it. She did it out of love. One of the many types of love
that only certain people will ever get to experience. Not the happy ending kind, where kids and marriage
stem from it, but a different type that is caring and true nonetheless. Asking questions and trying to
understand this type of relationship is pointless, unless you've experienced it firsthand. 

I played everything safe that night, with family and friends and her. I tried to be the model
citizen, somebody who appreciated the turnout and said thank you constantly, being more than
gracious because I truly was, though the night still revolved around her. It was not the time, and was 
not the place, so feelings were pushed aside.

Not wanting to gamble, she questioned my antics and my actions of the night. Looking into
her beautiful blue eyes she made a bold statement that stopped me in my tracks and shook me to the core.

"You like to play it safe and never take a chance. You're afraid of losing by just putting
it all on the line and taking a risk. Sometimes you have to take a risk and gamble, or you'll
never know. Take a chance."

To this day I have lived by that statement, and though she never will know, thank you.

- Droz
Nobody tells you what it will be like when you look back. Sure they may tell you, but nobody TELLS you.
Fortunate are those who did not have the same experiences, both suffering in pleasure, and pleasuring through suffering.
Fortunate are the ones who can go through the experience and come out a stronger person, a well rounded
individual who can build an empire on an experience of a lifetime. A first time can never be replicated or duplicated,
it can only be remembered and never forgotten. Sure, there will be a second and a third, but the first,
that is always in another realm that differs from the rest, like it or not. 
The fine details are recalled. The taste and the smell, the feeling and the moment.
Eyes that pierce, both soft and fierce. 
The touch of her hand, soft and warm. Two bodies intertwined and tempting the laws of physics to 
inch closer and closer until it is impossible to be any closer. Intimate in every sense of the word, 
yet distant after years of maturity and growing. 

These experiences are our tattoos. They are not physical, but emotional. Every single one of us
develops these tattoos that have meaning in our lives, most call them memories. They are symbols and symbolic 
of times that have passed, and memories that can not die, not matter how much
we try to repress them. Is repression even necessary? If our experiences make us who we are today, 
then why try to hold back and hide memories just because they did not have a happy ending?
Happy endings are in stories and fairy tales, often times not in reality, because there is only truly one ending. 
Everything else can be considered a chapter, a chapter in a book that is individual to all of us. We have lives that are precious
and we should let our memories be expressed as a previous chapter, some many many pages ago. Just like a book in progress,
there are blank pages and chapters ahead, a clean slate to be made from its author, you. 

Droz
Her..

Sometimes I wake up and wander. No, not wonder, but wander.
Not wander in the sense of physically walking around to places of unknown location, but wander as in a mind that is going from place to place in a library of memories about her. She was great and she was more than amazing, she was exactly what was needed at many different moments in my life, but just that, moments. Moments are not long term, they are constrained by time, and restrained by limitation. Hell, I do not even know if that makes any sense, but if you're with me then you understand exactly that I mean.

The thing about her is that she was always there when there was nobody, and she was always there when there was somebody. I do not mean to discuss her in riddles, but that is the only way she can be described, an enigma or question mark that is both an exclamation point and a period to what once was, once upon a time ago and is nevermore. 

What ever happened to her? Who knows, but it does not matter because she left her mark. Scary thing is she came to me in a dream, where we were walking along
a place we used to both spend our younger years. In the dream I was holding a book that she handed to me, and when I went to open it the pages were blank. 
Confused, I asked her why these pages were blank and she responded,
"Because our story is not over."

- Droz
Words. Are they friends? Are they enemies? They record and freeze moments in our life, and once are written can not be undone, however they never die and stand tall through the test of time. I write to write. I write to feel. I write to heal. I write because it's real. 
Love Letter

Come out don’t hide.
Swallow your pride.
Let’s go for a ride .

Spoke up now you’re out of my head
Choked up that it happened again
Shook up from the ending my friend
No road for escaping this end.

Woke up a new day
There’s nothing to say
You’re gone and away

So now I’ll write a love letter…

- Droz
I remember a conversation I had with her. She went out of her way just to be with me on my birthday.
Hadn't seen her in years, yet she made it her business to be there on this very special day. I did not 
ask, I did not beg, hell I did not even mention it. She did it out of love. One of the many types of love
that only certain people will ever get to experience. Not the happy ending kind, where kids and marriage
stem from it, but a different type that is caring and true nonetheless. Asking questions and trying to
understand this type of relationship is pointless, unless you've experienced it firsthand. 

I played everything safe that night, with family and friends and her. I tried to be the model
citizen, somebody who appreciated the turnout and said thank you constantly, being more than
gracious because I truly was, though the night still revolved around her. It was not the time, and was 
not the place, so feelings were pushed aside.

Not wanting to gamble, she questioned my antics and my actions of the night. Looking into
her beautiful blue eyes she made a bold statement that stopped me in my tracks and shook me to the core.

"You like to play it safe and never take a chance. You're afraid of losing by just putting
it all on the line and taking a risk. Sometimes you have to take a risk and gamble, or you'll
never know. Take a chance."

To this day I have lived by that statement, and though she never will know, thank you.

- Droz

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